Would you follow these orders?

Young girls live in fear of rape and murder in Darfur
“They told me to kill, to rape children.” I ask anyone, could you follows these orders? For most of us, it would be rather straight forward. I would rather die. However, if you didn’t follow orders, you would.
I don’t envy Nic Robertson of CNN. He’s the man who wrote a recent article, recounting what happened to a man who was constricted as a Sudanese soldier.
As I sat inches from Adam –not his real name — I feared the revulsion I knew I would feel at my own questions as I asked about rape and his involvement. I have interviewed rape survivors in Darfur. I have two daughters. I am a human being with a conscience. It would be hard to listen to his replies.
Right on the head. I don’t know if I could’ve controlled myself talking with one of the perpetraitors of one of the most horendous acts of genocide in recent history.
Adam claims to have not killed anyone though, and he did not penetrate while raping (he claims he just laid on top). He didn’t want to do it, but to do otherwise would’ve been death. He attempted to escape and was instead captured and tortured. After he did leave, he went with his sisters and joined the rebels. Unfortunately, they didn’t trust him either, locking him up until he was able to escape.
So that goes back to the original question. Could you do it? Could you forcefully follow orders to commit sins on a paramount scale? We say we would rather die, but in Adam’s case, that was the only alternative at the time. What good would it do to die like that? You would save nothing nor no one. You would be no martyr, there would be no grievance, since no one would know it happened.
The only satisfaction of doing what is right in the face of death is never having to live with the atrocities you have committed. It’s a power question to think about. I don’t know what I would do. Maybe say ok, while secretly forming a rebellion within the ranks of the men like me, enslaved by my government to kill my own people. Yet what good would it do, maybe buy a village a day or two at best?
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The good news is, a judge in the International Criminal Court has issued a warrant for the arrest of Omar Hassan al-Bashir, president of Sudan and the man leading the genocide in Darfur. More on that is available here on CNN.


